the future

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to be led by hope or fear.

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whats keeping the next minute of your life from being the happiest one you have known?

i've been using that mantra lately. thinking about it and remember it at random times. Its useful for looking at one's mindset at that moment. Sometimes it seems like opportunities are hard to come by.

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I'm looking for a particular feeling of connectedness and warmth. Do I look internally? Do I simply realize the truth - that the universe is one. The only illusion is that of disconnection. I have trouble creating and maintaining emotional relationships. I tend to be informational rather than emotional. I place great value on the personal relatioships I have. So if you've spent time with me in the last week, know that you mean more than you know.