in order to have some interesting music at work, ive dumped some old CDs into iTunes on my desktop computer. One old CD is 'Tantric', an alterna-rock band. more rock than alterna. they have amazing guitar melodies. there is even a piano solo in this song. sometimes i come across a song i want to hear over and over and over. i've been listening to this one all morning.

"Mourning" by Tantric

Is there something that you’re trying to say Don't hold back now It's been a long time since I felt this way So don't hold back now

I purposely forgot about Loving anyone Cause I'm the only one who has Who has been stepped upon

Is there something that you’re trying to say Cause I can take it Cause I grew up a man this way I'm hurt I'll shake it

I'll crawl back into my cave That's how I'll make it Cause out of all this hurt we have Beauty thus become Beauty thus become

[Chorus:] In the mourning I can see the sights No wonder I could never keep you satisfied In the mourning I can see inside Myself and all the things that you were trying to hide [Repeat]

Wishing all the best for you And now I’ll say goodbye Cause all the "lies" that we've been through Put wisdom in my eyes

So walk away, don't turn around Cause I won't be standing here Cause all the lies that I've been living through Are becoming very clear And beauty thus become Oh yeah, ah

[Chorus]

Then you conned me into thinking That all I had was you The small insinuations Were cutting me through Cutting me through

And now I stand alone here Stronger than before And I'll never go back Never go back Never go [Chorus x2]