lets say i believe 1000 things about myself. 1000 important beliefs that ive accrued over my lifetime. some of them, im not sure how many, are out-right lies. lies. damaging hurtful wrong untruths. yet i believe them and accept them like the pillow in my bed or the picture on my dresser. its up to every one of us to examine each one of the 1000 beliefs in turn, and find out which are lies. sometimes you need an outside opinion to help you do that. for some things, i have a councelor that helps.

I just saw Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. It was easily Carrey's best film and Winslet is a beautiful, talented actress. The story was entertaining and complex. It made me feel happy and sad.