im feeling a bit loaded down, a bit guilty, a bit depressed. im spending money without an income, im not sure why im here, sometimes its very easy to meet people, usually its a struggle to meet people. at home i saw my friends everyday, here ive meet some nice people but i'm still alone more than id like to be. i should be looking for a job.

the sun burn on my back is recovering. parts are really bad, but at least its peeling now. i go back to bangkok on thrusday (wednesday portland time) and my flight to portland is on the 10th