no one told me that i was destined to emerge from this darkness. no one can describe what it feels like to hold joy in your heart. i didnt know i had already won, i am against my ceiling of emotions and its great. what if you could go into an argument and come out of it with each person feeling better, stronger about each other than when you began? i have felt that. when i would run at the highschool track instead of getting slower and more tired, i got faster. its pure experience.