i spent the whole afternoon hanging out with Aaron. I stayed for dinner, Aaron does a lot of cooking and I diced things for the salad. His gf came home from work and we ate. It was very pleasant. Once it got dark Aaron took out the telescope that we pulled out of the u-stor-it that afternoon, and we looked at the moon and some stars. I was relaxed down to the point where i can feel my own daily, constant anxiety. I felt the 'noise floor' of anxiety that ive become accustomed to and never notice anymore.