Its hard to really believe in what could be. Its easy to see what is.

I often think of this image:

I want to build something. I rather put my creative energies into something where i get fucking paid but ce est la vie.

im not sure if im going to CA at all now. PTP is going to be on the Front page of the oregonian on Monday. The Front Page! The site is going to get a lot of hits and people are going to have a lot of questions.

Every day that its august im seriously stressed out. I wanted august to be different than the other months. Ive gone on a bike trip in Aug/Sep for the last two years. Thats something different, but its also something alone.

Ive gotten a response from an HR person at Danger.com. I said id be in the area mon-wed. Maybe they'll want an interview. If they do, I hope they let me know by Friday so I can drive down Sat/Sun.