economic justification. whatever i do has to have economic justification. But, all that ive done for the past year has cost money instead of made money. there was that glorious month and a half in April and May, but thats it. The stuff I do for personal telco is important in certain personal-growth areas, but it has no economic justification.

ive lost sight of the adventure card game project. whole weeks go by where i dont get much done on the 'important stuff'. I am enjoying my free time, but im staying diciplined too. Im in bed by midnight and up by 8am. im often out of the house the whole day, either downtown at a PTP node or at the van.

Ive thought about applying at Heald. Id do it if I could go to the Honolulu campus.