whoho baby im up. its 11:46pm and im up. of course im up when i sleep from 2am-12pm. teaching class is so very good. im exposed to lots of people, im forced to talk, my self image is at stake so i work to prepare, i also have a real interest in making each class interesting.

I actually leave class more energetic than when i arrive. today was a dull day, lots of lecture, and boring lecture too - just reading from the book. thats my own lack of preparation. tomorrow is a 4 hour run. ill have the projector back and more interesting stuff to show.

class is also taking up too much of my time for a part time job. i havent heard from my former employer when i emailed them saying 'yes im interested!'. I wonder if that will work out. I may need to do something else.