whoho. stayed up late again last night (3am). greg came over and we watched movies. Im nervous about going into October without an income. I should know something about the Heald College position next week. I dont know if it will be enough to live on.

i visited the downtown 24hour fitness gym last night. Oh My that felt good! I remember right after Nichole left and I was still working at Protocol Systems, that i decided to join a local gym. It was immensely helpful emotionally. I dont really want to spend $36 a month for it. but I think Im just being stingey if it helps me that much. Im going to look into Costco Sports Nation. The weights are fine and the downtown place has a spa (fun) but having real sports activities like the rock climbing wall (yea) and other stuff would be better. I dont know how Id get out there. maybe its on the max line.

Noone on #lnxs is answering my request to go out and do something :(. Maybe irc is not the best way to talk to people.